Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Some People Will Never Understand.... Or Grow Up
So I thought my first entry would be about something profound.. something that I could really get passionate about and to some extent it is, but for the most part it's just me venting about people. Self centered, cowardly, full of shit people. So I understand that even as adults some of us tend to revert back to our teenage selves and follow pack mentality, and I guess I tend to revert back as well, to being completely naive and hoping that even if you don't like or understand something as grown folk we could just learn to let others do their own thing without judging. Alas that just doesn't exist. I'm a submissive. I have vows I took, and rules to follow. My Dom whom I shall only refer to as Daddy is very good to me. There isn't a thing he asks of me that I would not happily give him. That is my postion. it doesn't make me a fool. It doesn't make me weak.I know who I am and to whom I belong. I am happy. No one else has to like or understand it, and if you must judge do so with full knowledge not blatant ignorance. My latest brush with the ignorance of people comes as no surprise but definitely served as an eye opener. My birthday is a mere 4 weeks away. I had previously planned to go out of town and celebrate with some "friends". (I use the term loosely) I was very excited since I had not been able to celebrate especially with this particular group of "friends" for some time. But as you might have guessed the life of a submissive is never an easy one. My Daddy made it clear that he was dead set against me celebrating with these "friends". He said he wanted me with him where I belong. Celebrating in a way that his babygirl should. Now how could any sub resist. The call of my Dom is far too strong. So I did what I had to do and changed my plans completely. A few of those "friends" understood and simply said they would miss my presence. It's those others that serve as the topic for this post. Those who only heard I would be changing my plans. Those who find some humor in my choice and instead of addressing me choose to snicker and talk behind my back. The snide comments and veiled daggers they threw showed me just how much I would be missing celebrating with them. Too much liquor, too little clothes, egos and drama all packed into one weekend. And when it's all over, it self destructs and people end up turning on each other. I would rather spend my birthday with Daddy. I'm don't apologize for my lifestyle. I'm an adult in an adult relationship.I don't have to hide or play games. What we have is more real, open and honest than anything they could hope to feel. At the end of the day no party and no one is as important as that. Anyone who deigns to think they take president over that is deluding themselves. So whilst I'm wrapped in Daddys loving arms, getting the royal treatment that only his princess deserves, I'm sure those "friends" will enjoy themselves getting felt up by random men who care nothing about them and recovering from their hangovers. Oh the joy and bliss they will experience. I'll pass and take with me one well learned lesson.. People will never understand those who embrace a different path... As long as I'm happy thats all that matters. In the mean time.... Twalaa & Stay Tuned.
Intro...
Welp here goes nothing. I've always thought to start a blog but never had the follow thru, but as of late I've been feeling more and more compelled to find an outlet for my thoughts and my musings. Not that I think they are so important that everyone will want to read them but I need an to get it out. Purge it from my system. The things that plague me might just help the next person so that's my intro. I won't bother telling you all about me cause I feel thats pointless. You'll get to know me as you read. Whether it be about my relationship, my friends, politcal views or just me bitching about what I feel... So thanks I guess, for takin the time to get to know me.. And stay tuned.
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